1 00:00:00,967 --> 00:00:04,370 Previously on Criminal Minds: Evolution... 2 00:00:04,371 --> 00:00:05,704 Dad? 3 00:00:05,705 --> 00:00:06,772 PRENTISS: I'm gonna have Rebecca petition 4 00:00:06,773 --> 00:00:08,207 for us to be allowed to conduct 5 00:00:08,208 --> 00:00:10,175 a competency evaluation to see 6 00:00:10,176 --> 00:00:11,877 if he is actually suffering from brain damage 7 00:00:11,878 --> 00:00:15,614 or giving us all an Oscar-worthy performance. 8 00:00:15,615 --> 00:00:16,915 ROSSI: If Voit did leave behind 9 00:00:16,916 --> 00:00:19,184 a plan for his followers to rise up... 10 00:00:19,185 --> 00:00:20,853 You realize what you're saying? 11 00:00:20,854 --> 00:00:23,956 I'm saying that I have to start playing Father Knows Best 12 00:00:23,957 --> 00:00:25,758 with that jagoff. 13 00:00:25,759 --> 00:00:27,626 - Migraine? - WILL: Oh, yeah. 14 00:00:27,627 --> 00:00:30,262 - I just need a minute. - Oh! 15 00:00:30,263 --> 00:00:31,764 My husband just collapsed. 16 00:00:31,765 --> 00:00:33,098 Is there an update? 17 00:00:33,099 --> 00:00:35,902 They're saying that Will suffered an aneurysm. 18 00:00:36,770 --> 00:00:39,105 Will's dead. 19 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:42,609 ? When I'm gone ? 20 00:00:44,878 --> 00:00:48,314 ? When I'm gone ? 21 00:00:50,283 --> 00:00:52,251 ? When I'm gone... ? 22 00:00:52,252 --> 00:00:54,086 JJ: Ask me again. 23 00:00:54,087 --> 00:00:55,454 WILL: Jennifer Jareau, will you marry me? 24 00:00:55,455 --> 00:00:56,756 JJ: Yeah. 25 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:01,827 ROSSI: They say that good things happen to good people. 26 00:01:01,828 --> 00:01:03,929 Today is one of those days. 27 00:01:03,930 --> 00:01:06,131 ? 'Cause when the darkness comes a-calling... ? 28 00:01:06,132 --> 00:01:07,800 JJ: I love you. 29 00:01:07,801 --> 00:01:09,535 WILL: I love you, too. 30 00:01:09,536 --> 00:01:13,439 ? 'Cause this life is as fragile as a dream ? 31 00:01:13,440 --> 00:01:16,508 ? And nothing's ever really ? 32 00:01:16,509 --> 00:01:19,913 ? As it seems ? 33 00:01:20,713 --> 00:01:23,182 ? As it seems. ? 34 00:01:23,183 --> 00:01:24,951 - HENRY: Mom! - MICHAEL: Mom! 35 00:01:27,420 --> 00:01:29,888 Hey, um, don't mind me if I, like, 36 00:01:29,889 --> 00:01:31,457 cling to you today, okay? 37 00:01:31,458 --> 00:01:33,659 Oh, I welcome it. 38 00:01:33,660 --> 00:01:36,362 Just wish it wasn't because of what happened. 39 00:01:36,363 --> 00:01:38,764 God, how long were they together? 40 00:01:38,765 --> 00:01:40,833 Oh, my God, 18 years. 41 00:01:40,834 --> 00:01:42,901 It's just, it's so shocking. 42 00:01:42,902 --> 00:01:45,537 - (sighs) And sad. - Mm. 43 00:01:45,538 --> 00:01:48,373 Life's cruising along, and then just... 44 00:01:48,374 --> 00:01:50,542 - (whistles) that's it. - Yeah. 45 00:01:50,543 --> 00:01:53,212 My grandma always said that, uh, 46 00:01:53,213 --> 00:01:56,515 love was the saddest thing because, eventually, 47 00:01:56,516 --> 00:01:58,183 - one of you is gonna die. - Wow. 48 00:01:58,184 --> 00:02:02,054 - Way to inspire, Granny. Hmm. - Yeah, I know. (laughs) 49 00:02:02,055 --> 00:02:04,890 - But, uh, does make you think. - Yeah. 50 00:02:04,891 --> 00:02:07,226 Life's too short to be unhappy. 51 00:02:07,227 --> 00:02:09,628 - Hmm. - D-D-D-Don't make a short joke. 52 00:02:09,629 --> 00:02:11,663 - It's so hard not to make one. - I know. 53 00:02:11,664 --> 00:02:12,931 - Hmm. - (laughs) 54 00:02:12,932 --> 00:02:14,533 Okay, I promise, no short jokes 55 00:02:14,534 --> 00:02:16,502 if we promise each other this: 56 00:02:16,503 --> 00:02:19,905 we choose happiness. Always. 57 00:02:19,906 --> 00:02:21,174 Always. 58 00:02:21,941 --> 00:02:24,176 GREEN: I guess we're all ticking time bombs. 59 00:02:24,177 --> 00:02:26,446 (exhales) Still can't believe it. 60 00:02:27,347 --> 00:02:29,515 Yeah, maybe, uh, after the service, 61 00:02:29,516 --> 00:02:31,083 it'll seem real. 62 00:02:31,084 --> 00:02:32,584 It's been five days already. 63 00:02:32,585 --> 00:02:34,753 Must feel like eternity to JJ. 64 00:02:34,754 --> 00:02:38,358 At least we're distracted by cases... and Voit. 65 00:02:39,559 --> 00:02:42,794 I need Garcia to find another lead on the network. 66 00:02:42,795 --> 00:02:45,364 I hate that Voit is our only hope. 67 00:02:45,365 --> 00:02:47,900 Yeah, a guy who doesn't remember anything. 68 00:02:47,901 --> 00:02:49,268 I don't want to believe it either, 69 00:02:49,269 --> 00:02:50,335 but you know he's not faking, right? 70 00:02:50,336 --> 00:02:51,270 Yeah, I know, 71 00:02:51,271 --> 00:02:52,538 but I don't like it. 72 00:02:52,539 --> 00:02:53,739 Can't fight the science, right? 73 00:02:53,740 --> 00:02:54,873 LEWIS: I have great news. 74 00:02:54,874 --> 00:02:56,875 I actually got approval to run 75 00:02:56,876 --> 00:02:59,111 a personality and problematic traits inventory 76 00:02:59,112 --> 00:03:00,612 - on Voit. - GREEN: Isn't that a test 77 00:03:00,613 --> 00:03:02,047 to determine if kids are budding psychopaths? 78 00:03:02,048 --> 00:03:03,382 LEWIS: It is, 79 00:03:03,383 --> 00:03:05,651 but given that Voit's history of violence 80 00:03:05,652 --> 00:03:07,653 has been erased from his memory, he actually qualifies. 81 00:03:07,654 --> 00:03:08,954 - Right. - I mean, after a brain trauma 82 00:03:08,955 --> 00:03:09,955 like his, we should see 83 00:03:09,956 --> 00:03:11,123 a higher level of aggression 84 00:03:11,124 --> 00:03:13,225 and antisocial behavior, but so far 85 00:03:13,226 --> 00:03:14,626 Voit's been the complete opposite. 86 00:03:14,627 --> 00:03:16,295 That's very on-brand for him. 87 00:03:16,296 --> 00:03:17,996 - Mm-hmm. - GREEN: Can this line of questioning 88 00:03:17,997 --> 00:03:19,598 give Rossi a break from talking to Voit? 89 00:03:19,599 --> 00:03:20,999 LEWIS: Oh, it's doubtful. 90 00:03:21,000 --> 00:03:22,467 I mean, so far, Dave is our best chance 91 00:03:22,468 --> 00:03:24,503 at getting Voit to recover his actual memories. 92 00:03:24,504 --> 00:03:26,071 Until then, we don't see 93 00:03:26,072 --> 00:03:27,639 any violent tendencies out of him, 94 00:03:27,640 --> 00:03:29,508 we don't have a chance of proving he is who we know he is. 95 00:03:29,509 --> 00:03:32,399 ALVEZ: So we need to figure out how to speed the process up. 96 00:03:33,079 --> 00:03:35,514 What about a witness or survivor? 97 00:03:35,515 --> 00:03:37,482 It's Voit. There were no witnesses. 98 00:03:37,483 --> 00:03:38,984 LEWIS: There is a survivor. 99 00:03:38,985 --> 00:03:41,620 Except Ramona Havener couldn't identify Voit. 100 00:03:41,621 --> 00:03:43,155 LEWIS: Maybe not back then, 101 00:03:43,156 --> 00:03:45,223 but she was still in shock when we debriefed her. 102 00:03:45,224 --> 00:03:47,993 Yeah, it's a risk. She could be re-traumatized. 103 00:03:47,994 --> 00:03:49,828 Uh, yeah, I hear you, and that is the last thing 104 00:03:49,829 --> 00:03:52,164 that I want to do, but this is where we are with Voit as well. 105 00:03:52,165 --> 00:03:53,999 I mean, awakening the killer is a risk, 106 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:56,935 but the only way to charge him with being Sicarius is for him 107 00:03:56,936 --> 00:03:58,470 to remember that he's Sicarius. 108 00:03:58,471 --> 00:03:59,838 GREEN: It's not ideal, but it could work, 109 00:03:59,839 --> 00:04:01,273 and it would be a bonus 110 00:04:01,274 --> 00:04:03,264 - to relieve Rossi of this burden. - Yeah. 111 00:04:04,444 --> 00:04:05,510 ROLLO: That's okay. 112 00:04:05,511 --> 00:04:08,013 Slow down. Monday. 113 00:04:08,014 --> 00:04:09,481 Tuesday. 114 00:04:09,482 --> 00:04:10,682 Wednesday. 115 00:04:10,683 --> 00:04:13,118 Thursday. 116 00:04:13,119 --> 00:04:15,954 Monday. Today. Wednes... 117 00:04:15,955 --> 00:04:18,457 (sighs) Oh, wait, I messed up again. Today? 118 00:04:18,458 --> 00:04:20,193 Tuesday. 119 00:04:22,061 --> 00:04:23,662 (sighs) 120 00:04:23,663 --> 00:04:26,365 Tuesday. Martes. 121 00:04:26,366 --> 00:04:27,966 Mi�rcoles. Jue... 122 00:04:27,967 --> 00:04:30,402 - Why-why do I know that? - Maybe you spoke Spanish. 123 00:04:30,403 --> 00:04:31,470 You think I did? 124 00:04:31,471 --> 00:04:33,605 I don't know. I wish I did. 125 00:04:33,606 --> 00:04:36,209 (chuckles) 126 00:04:36,210 --> 00:04:38,210 - ROLLO: Is this your dad? - VOIT: No. 127 00:04:38,211 --> 00:04:39,845 Apparently, we're not related, but... 128 00:04:39,846 --> 00:04:41,213 feels like we should be. 129 00:04:41,214 --> 00:04:42,381 ROLLO: Since we're playing the memory game, 130 00:04:42,382 --> 00:04:44,049 I've got one last round for you. 131 00:04:44,050 --> 00:04:46,251 - (clears throat) Shoot. - What's my name? 132 00:04:46,252 --> 00:04:48,553 (chuckles) Katie Rollo. 133 00:04:48,554 --> 00:04:50,055 And what's his? 134 00:04:50,056 --> 00:04:51,890 - David Rossi. - ROLLO: That's good. That means 135 00:04:51,891 --> 00:04:53,358 your short-term memory's getting stronger. 136 00:04:53,359 --> 00:04:54,860 I don't know, things just pop up when he's around. 137 00:04:54,861 --> 00:04:56,329 (stammers) Whoa. 138 00:04:56,330 --> 00:04:59,398 Like right now, I'm getting flashes of, um, 139 00:04:59,399 --> 00:05:01,500 um... a-a car ride. 140 00:05:01,501 --> 00:05:03,468 I-I'm driving, and you were up front. 141 00:05:03,469 --> 00:05:05,837 It was, it was night, 142 00:05:05,838 --> 00:05:09,175 and we were in the woods. Did we camp out? 143 00:05:22,522 --> 00:05:25,023 Is he mad at me? 144 00:05:25,024 --> 00:05:27,226 ? ? 145 00:05:34,033 --> 00:05:35,934 JJ: "What do women hold? 146 00:05:35,935 --> 00:05:37,736 "The home and the family. 147 00:05:37,737 --> 00:05:39,671 "And the children and the food. 148 00:05:39,672 --> 00:05:41,973 "The friendships. The work. 149 00:05:41,974 --> 00:05:43,508 "The work of the world. 150 00:05:43,509 --> 00:05:47,012 "And the work of being human. The memories. 151 00:05:47,013 --> 00:05:50,215 "And the troubles and the sorrows and the triumphs. 152 00:05:50,216 --> 00:05:52,217 And the love." 153 00:05:52,218 --> 00:05:54,620 Maira Kalman. 154 00:05:57,056 --> 00:05:58,657 {\an8}SANDY: It's so quiet. 155 00:05:58,658 --> 00:06:01,460 {\an8}When do the boys get back? 156 00:06:01,461 --> 00:06:02,461 {\an8}They wanted doughnuts, 157 00:06:02,462 --> 00:06:03,962 {\an8}but Connie insisted on beignets, 158 00:06:03,963 --> 00:06:05,893 {\an8}- so who knows? (chuckles) - Aw. 159 00:06:06,866 --> 00:06:08,634 {\an8}Oh... 160 00:06:09,502 --> 00:06:11,303 {\an8}Look at this. 161 00:06:11,304 --> 00:06:13,639 {\an8}It was such a beautiful wedding. 162 00:06:15,007 --> 00:06:16,641 {\an8}Aw, I'm sorry. 163 00:06:16,642 --> 00:06:19,010 {\an8}It was just so sudden. It was just like... 164 00:06:19,011 --> 00:06:22,081 {\an8}like when we lost Roslyn. 165 00:06:23,216 --> 00:06:25,117 {\an8}It's okay, Mom. 166 00:06:25,118 --> 00:06:28,086 {\an8}- It's okay. - (crying): I'm sorry. 167 00:06:28,087 --> 00:06:30,922 {\an8}Just look at you, holding me up, and I... 168 00:06:30,923 --> 00:06:33,191 {\an8}I'm just such a mess. 169 00:06:33,192 --> 00:06:34,226 {\an8}- Aw... - It's... 170 00:06:34,227 --> 00:06:36,561 {\an8}it's okay. It's okay. 171 00:06:36,562 --> 00:06:38,830 {\an8}You know what? Um... Go home. 172 00:06:38,831 --> 00:06:40,632 {\an8}You need to get some rest. 173 00:06:40,633 --> 00:06:44,035 {\an8}I will call you when the boys get back, okay? 174 00:06:44,036 --> 00:06:46,271 {\an8}Are you sure you don't want me to stay? 175 00:06:46,272 --> 00:06:49,007 {\an8}- It's okay. It's okay. - (sighs) 176 00:06:49,008 --> 00:06:50,442 {\an8}- Go home. - Okay. 177 00:06:50,443 --> 00:06:51,543 {\an8}'Cause look. 178 00:06:51,544 --> 00:06:54,012 {\an8}- Ah... - Hi. 179 00:06:54,013 --> 00:06:56,348 {\an8}- The changing of the guards. - (door closes) 180 00:06:56,349 --> 00:06:58,717 {\an8}Oh, girls. 181 00:06:58,718 --> 00:07:00,786 {\an8}I just love seeing you. 182 00:07:00,787 --> 00:07:02,654 {\an8}I just hate why. 183 00:07:02,655 --> 00:07:06,224 {\an8}(sighs) Jennifer was just telling me that I should 184 00:07:06,225 --> 00:07:08,160 {\an8}go home, get some rest. 185 00:07:08,161 --> 00:07:10,328 {\an8}- You don't have to go home, Sandy. - SANDY: Aw. 186 00:07:10,329 --> 00:07:14,132 {\an8}- (JJ clears throat) - Actually, you know what? You should go. 187 00:07:14,133 --> 00:07:15,667 {\an8}You should go home 188 00:07:15,668 --> 00:07:18,537 {\an8}to your home to get rest. 189 00:07:18,538 --> 00:07:20,539 {\an8}- SANDY: Yeah. Yeah. - And we'll see you later. 190 00:07:20,540 --> 00:07:21,807 {\an8}- Yeah. - Okay. That's okay. 191 00:07:21,808 --> 00:07:23,108 {\an8}SANDY: All right, girls. 192 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:25,477 {\an8}- Bye, Sandy. - Bye. - Bye. (chuckles) 193 00:07:25,478 --> 00:07:27,813 {\an8}- (door closes) - So... 194 00:07:27,814 --> 00:07:29,815 {\an8}is your mom helping or...? 195 00:07:29,816 --> 00:07:31,817 {\an8}(sighs) Yeah, sort of. 196 00:07:31,818 --> 00:07:34,252 {\an8}She keeps reliving the day my sister died, 197 00:07:34,253 --> 00:07:36,388 {\an8}- so, you know... - Oh, I'm sorry. 198 00:07:36,389 --> 00:07:37,422 {\an8}Yeah, me, too. 199 00:07:37,423 --> 00:07:40,859 {\an8}(sighs) Okay, um... So, I still 200 00:07:40,860 --> 00:07:44,229 {\an8}haven't found the birthday present Will got for Michael. 201 00:07:44,230 --> 00:07:46,565 {\an8}Okay, well, uh, we'll help find it. 202 00:07:46,566 --> 00:07:48,233 {\an8}Uh, I don't know what it is we're looking for, 203 00:07:48,234 --> 00:07:51,503 {\an8}just that it's the last gift he will ever get 204 00:07:51,504 --> 00:07:53,305 {\an8}from his dad. 205 00:07:53,306 --> 00:07:54,539 {\an8}Oh, and I have to find it 206 00:07:54,540 --> 00:07:56,241 {\an8}before Will's mom gets back 207 00:07:56,242 --> 00:07:58,009 {\an8}because she has passive-aggressively promised 208 00:07:58,010 --> 00:08:01,246 {\an8}to go through this whole place and tear it apart and... 209 00:08:01,247 --> 00:08:04,583 {\an8}Okay. Hey, let's, um, just... 210 00:08:04,584 --> 00:08:07,385 {\an8}just take a second. 211 00:08:07,386 --> 00:08:09,454 {\an8}Yeah, yeah. Why don't, why don't we all 212 00:08:09,455 --> 00:08:11,256 {\an8}- just take a breath? - Oh, yeah. 213 00:08:11,257 --> 00:08:13,258 (phone ringing) 214 00:08:13,259 --> 00:08:16,294 That's... that's Will's phone. I should... 215 00:08:16,295 --> 00:08:17,964 (phone beeps) 216 00:08:18,998 --> 00:08:20,233 Hello. 217 00:08:21,667 --> 00:08:23,034 Uh... 218 00:08:23,035 --> 00:08:26,872 No, um, Will's... not going to make his cleaning. 219 00:08:26,873 --> 00:08:30,042 No, he doesn't need to reschedule. 220 00:08:31,043 --> 00:08:33,712 Um... Just, the-the thing is... 221 00:08:33,713 --> 00:08:36,381 Will died. Um... 222 00:08:36,382 --> 00:08:38,550 - I know. It's very... - Oh, yeah. 223 00:08:38,551 --> 00:08:41,887 - ...very, uh... - Hi. Hi. Uh, this is Jennifer's friend. 224 00:08:41,888 --> 00:08:43,521 I know, it's a terrible tragedy, 225 00:08:43,522 --> 00:08:45,690 so just go ahead and just, yeah, cancel it. 226 00:08:45,691 --> 00:08:47,693 Is that happening a lot? 227 00:08:52,031 --> 00:08:53,299 (sighs) 228 00:08:58,004 --> 00:09:00,273 (sighs) Are you sleeping? 229 00:09:01,474 --> 00:09:02,641 Eating? 230 00:09:02,642 --> 00:09:04,709 I'm not hungry. 231 00:09:04,710 --> 00:09:07,245 Putting yourself first 232 00:09:07,246 --> 00:09:08,813 is not selfish. 233 00:09:08,814 --> 00:09:10,148 I know. 234 00:09:10,149 --> 00:09:12,250 I'm trying my best. 235 00:09:12,251 --> 00:09:14,819 And I don't doubt that. 236 00:09:14,820 --> 00:09:17,989 I am just trying to help you 237 00:09:17,990 --> 00:09:19,891 to take care of you. 238 00:09:19,892 --> 00:09:23,495 I appreciate that. (chuckles) 239 00:09:23,496 --> 00:09:26,498 And all you have done so far. 240 00:09:26,499 --> 00:09:29,267 I just need one more favor. 241 00:09:29,268 --> 00:09:31,102 Anything. 242 00:09:31,103 --> 00:09:33,371 Help me find this gift. 243 00:09:33,372 --> 00:09:35,374 Okay. 244 00:09:36,242 --> 00:09:37,842 REBECCA: Dr. Ochoa says 245 00:09:37,843 --> 00:09:40,679 your mere presence really grounds Voit, and that's a win. 246 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:42,113 (scoffs) 247 00:09:42,114 --> 00:09:43,548 Is what it is. 248 00:09:43,549 --> 00:09:46,685 Am I annoyed? Hell yes, 249 00:09:46,686 --> 00:09:49,654 but since he's making progress, 250 00:09:49,655 --> 00:09:51,189 we have no choice. 251 00:09:51,190 --> 00:09:52,490 Want to run a CPTI? 252 00:09:52,491 --> 00:09:55,795 I mean, it's a long shot, but it's a start. 253 00:09:56,662 --> 00:09:58,997 Well, he's not operating on all cylinders, 254 00:09:58,998 --> 00:10:00,598 which might make it harder for him 255 00:10:00,599 --> 00:10:04,369 to compartmentalize his psychopathic personality. 256 00:10:04,370 --> 00:10:06,339 That is what we are hoping. 257 00:10:07,173 --> 00:10:08,540 One more thing, uh, 258 00:10:08,541 --> 00:10:11,811 what do you think about getting Ramona involved? 259 00:10:12,611 --> 00:10:15,480 (sighs) His only known survivor. 260 00:10:15,481 --> 00:10:16,815 Shit. 261 00:10:16,816 --> 00:10:20,552 I hate to drag anyone else into it, but... 262 00:10:20,553 --> 00:10:22,288 we're stuck. 263 00:10:26,125 --> 00:10:28,860 LEWIS: And it is completely noninvasive. 264 00:10:28,861 --> 00:10:31,730 - So-so it won't hurt? - LEWIS: No. Not at all. 265 00:10:31,731 --> 00:10:34,132 Like I said, it's just some additional detailed questions 266 00:10:34,133 --> 00:10:36,702 to ask someone after a traumatic brain injury. 267 00:10:37,470 --> 00:10:40,071 Uh, it sounds interesting. I don't... 268 00:10:40,072 --> 00:10:41,539 I don't know. Dave, what do you think? 269 00:10:41,540 --> 00:10:43,642 Should I... should I do it? 270 00:10:44,877 --> 00:10:46,212 Yes. 271 00:10:49,181 --> 00:10:51,182 Okay. Um... 272 00:10:51,183 --> 00:10:53,585 W-Well, if it helps me remember something 273 00:10:53,586 --> 00:10:56,187 about who I was, then, yeah, I'm happy to do it. 274 00:10:56,188 --> 00:10:57,188 Great. 275 00:10:57,189 --> 00:10:59,090 Let's get started. 276 00:10:59,091 --> 00:11:00,693 (sighs) 277 00:11:00,919 --> 00:11:03,528 ALVEZ: You cannot be serious. 278 00:11:03,529 --> 00:11:05,263 Maybe I just missed the window. 279 00:11:05,264 --> 00:11:08,767 Missed the window? The window has been open for 50 years, 280 00:11:08,768 --> 00:11:11,102 and the man wrote the soundtrack to all of it. 281 00:11:11,103 --> 00:11:12,670 That's dramatic. 282 00:11:12,671 --> 00:11:14,139 You wouldn't be saying that if you had ever experienced 283 00:11:14,140 --> 00:11:15,607 the genius that is Bruce. 284 00:11:15,608 --> 00:11:17,742 - I never have. - (chuckles) 285 00:11:17,743 --> 00:11:19,711 All right, look, we got a lot of work to do. 286 00:11:19,712 --> 00:11:21,980 We're gonna start with Greetings from Asbury Park. 287 00:11:21,981 --> 00:11:24,082 - Is that his first album? - Yes. Yes, man. 288 00:11:24,083 --> 00:11:25,450 GARCIA (over phone): All right, I'm back. 289 00:11:25,451 --> 00:11:26,718 - A-Are you done yet? - Done? 290 00:11:26,719 --> 00:11:28,486 No. We haven't even begun. 291 00:11:28,487 --> 00:11:29,954 Well, put your music tutelage 292 00:11:29,955 --> 00:11:32,424 on hold while I share this intel 'cause 293 00:11:32,425 --> 00:11:35,326 given how tricky it was to locate Ms. Ramona Havener, 294 00:11:35,327 --> 00:11:38,263 do not expect the warm fuzziest of welcomes. Now, per yoozh, 295 00:11:38,264 --> 00:11:40,999 my digging has revealed some essential truths, including 296 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:42,767 she has been living at her deceased mother's home 297 00:11:42,768 --> 00:11:45,270 in Freehold, which also happens to be her hometown. 298 00:11:45,271 --> 00:11:47,906 "My Hometown." That's a great song. 299 00:11:47,907 --> 00:11:49,607 Luke. 300 00:11:49,608 --> 00:11:51,810 - She still married? - All signs point to yes. 301 00:11:51,811 --> 00:11:54,179 But she did let her California real estate license expire. 302 00:11:54,180 --> 00:11:56,214 I-I have no idea what she's doing for work. 303 00:11:56,215 --> 00:11:58,283 I haven't been able to open school records, so I don't know 304 00:11:58,284 --> 00:12:01,986 if her husband and her kids are with her or not. (sighs) 305 00:12:01,987 --> 00:12:04,656 I can't handle another family losing someone. 306 00:12:04,657 --> 00:12:06,858 How are JJ and the boys doing? 307 00:12:06,859 --> 00:12:10,795 Well, she says she wants distractions, 308 00:12:10,796 --> 00:12:13,865 but she's serving avoidance. 309 00:12:13,866 --> 00:12:15,467 And Henry's really quiet. 310 00:12:15,468 --> 00:12:19,105 Grief is like a bespoke suit. 311 00:12:19,972 --> 00:12:21,139 That's true. 312 00:12:21,140 --> 00:12:22,874 Yeah, everybody wears it differently. 313 00:12:22,875 --> 00:12:25,009 That's what Tyler said just now, but he was poetic. 314 00:12:25,010 --> 00:12:27,745 You know, how the Boss would do it. 315 00:12:27,746 --> 00:12:31,049 - "Boss." (groans) - You kids knock it off. 316 00:12:31,050 --> 00:12:32,650 The actual children have just arrived. 317 00:12:32,651 --> 00:12:34,285 - Talk to you later. - HENRY: Yeah, you wish. 318 00:12:34,286 --> 00:12:36,187 (phone beeps) 319 00:12:36,188 --> 00:12:38,389 Hey, girls. 320 00:12:38,390 --> 00:12:40,391 Tell me you've found it. 321 00:12:40,392 --> 00:12:42,327 Uh, not yet. 322 00:12:42,328 --> 00:12:44,829 Michael doesn't even know it exists, but we do. 323 00:12:44,830 --> 00:12:47,332 We all know, and we owe it to him. 324 00:12:47,333 --> 00:12:49,000 That's what's killing me. 325 00:12:49,001 --> 00:12:52,537 "Killing me." Got to think of a better way to say that. 326 00:12:52,538 --> 00:12:54,272 Well, we've looked everywhere. 327 00:12:54,273 --> 00:12:56,641 Penelope, no offense, but I don't see how that's possible 328 00:12:56,642 --> 00:12:58,510 since you don't know what you're looking for. 329 00:12:58,511 --> 00:13:01,212 Once everyone eats, I'll find it. 330 00:13:01,213 --> 00:13:03,047 Oh, your neighbors dropped off lasagna. 331 00:13:03,048 --> 00:13:04,349 - Okay... - CONNIE: God bless them, 332 00:13:04,350 --> 00:13:05,984 but I can't eat another casserole. 333 00:13:05,985 --> 00:13:07,318 Can you? 334 00:13:07,319 --> 00:13:08,820 And these boys should have what they want, 335 00:13:08,821 --> 00:13:10,155 don't you think? 336 00:13:10,156 --> 00:13:11,422 Actually, they love lasagna. 337 00:13:11,423 --> 00:13:13,826 (sighs) Do they? 338 00:13:14,727 --> 00:13:16,028 They do. 339 00:13:17,062 --> 00:13:20,031 Oh, and this is strange. 340 00:13:20,032 --> 00:13:23,468 Henry said that Will had an oncologist. 341 00:13:23,469 --> 00:13:27,472 I told him that wasn't true because Will would've told me. 342 00:13:27,473 --> 00:13:29,374 Where did Henry get that idea? 343 00:13:29,375 --> 00:13:33,846 Actually, um, Will did have an oncologist. 344 00:13:36,782 --> 00:13:38,850 - What? - JJ: It was a while ago, 345 00:13:38,851 --> 00:13:40,451 and his tests came back all clear. 346 00:13:40,452 --> 00:13:43,589 He was doing the checkups, but all was fine. 347 00:13:44,423 --> 00:13:45,757 (scoffs softly) 348 00:13:45,758 --> 00:13:48,359 Keeping his health private was his decision. 349 00:13:48,360 --> 00:13:50,361 But Henry knew. 350 00:13:50,362 --> 00:13:53,531 Clearly, he didn't have the maturity to process it. 351 00:13:53,532 --> 00:13:56,067 (chuckling): Actually, he overheard us talking about it, 352 00:13:56,068 --> 00:13:58,002 and he asked all the right questions. 353 00:13:58,003 --> 00:14:00,838 Well, I certainly hope the boys 354 00:14:00,839 --> 00:14:03,709 don't marry someone who keeps secrets from you. 355 00:14:04,843 --> 00:14:07,912 I... I-I wasn't keeping it from you. 356 00:14:07,913 --> 00:14:09,514 Oh, Will was? That's your defense? 357 00:14:09,515 --> 00:14:11,950 Blaming someone who doesn't have a voice anymore? 358 00:14:11,951 --> 00:14:15,387 Connie, Will was fine. 359 00:14:16,722 --> 00:14:20,391 Look, um, I think you're angry, and I-I totally understand. 360 00:14:20,392 --> 00:14:22,094 CONNIE: I'm not angry. 361 00:14:23,462 --> 00:14:25,664 I'm disappointed. 362 00:14:26,865 --> 00:14:29,434 I'm a mom. You're a mom. 363 00:14:29,435 --> 00:14:31,536 How would you feel? 364 00:14:31,537 --> 00:14:33,972 You knew my son was sick, 365 00:14:33,973 --> 00:14:36,708 and you didn't think it was important enough... 366 00:14:36,709 --> 00:14:40,746 you didn't think I was important enough to know. 367 00:14:42,147 --> 00:14:44,783 I could have visited more. 368 00:14:47,219 --> 00:14:50,154 You know what, it's fine. 369 00:14:50,155 --> 00:14:52,123 It's fine. 370 00:14:52,124 --> 00:14:54,660 We have more important things to do. 371 00:14:55,928 --> 00:14:58,230 Like find that present. 372 00:15:01,267 --> 00:15:02,333 (door closes) 373 00:15:02,334 --> 00:15:03,968 (sighs): Oh, JJ. 374 00:15:03,969 --> 00:15:06,371 - Welcome to my life. - (sighs) 375 00:15:06,372 --> 00:15:07,973 (knocking) 376 00:15:08,807 --> 00:15:11,009 - ALVEZ: Ramona? - Can I help you? 377 00:15:11,010 --> 00:15:13,177 I'm Luke Alvez with the BAU. 378 00:15:13,178 --> 00:15:15,346 We met a while back. 379 00:15:15,347 --> 00:15:17,282 Ramona, we got you. 380 00:15:17,283 --> 00:15:19,183 She's not breathing. 381 00:15:19,184 --> 00:15:20,485 There's no heartbeat. 382 00:15:20,486 --> 00:15:22,053 Come on, Ramona, stay with us. 383 00:15:22,054 --> 00:15:23,288 - Come on. Hey. - (gasps) 384 00:15:23,289 --> 00:15:24,622 - Hey. There you go. - (coughing) 385 00:15:24,623 --> 00:15:27,492 Uh... of course. Hi. 386 00:15:27,493 --> 00:15:29,727 - Uh, this is Agent Tyler Green. - Hi, Ramona. 387 00:15:29,728 --> 00:15:31,629 We're hoping to ask you a few questions. 388 00:15:31,630 --> 00:15:33,165 May we come inside? 389 00:15:34,933 --> 00:15:37,102 Uh, sure. 390 00:15:39,498 --> 00:15:43,875 Thought I could put my mom's old house in order, 391 00:15:43,876 --> 00:15:45,410 but it's... it's overwhelming. 392 00:15:45,411 --> 00:15:47,178 - Sorry about the mess. - I, uh... I-I'll help you. 393 00:15:47,179 --> 00:15:49,380 - It's fine. No, it's fine. - (Ramona chuckles) 394 00:15:49,381 --> 00:15:51,049 It's fine. 395 00:15:51,050 --> 00:15:52,884 I've been dreading this day. 396 00:15:52,885 --> 00:15:55,019 I thought you'd find me and need him 397 00:15:55,020 --> 00:15:57,188 to be identified or to testify or something, 398 00:15:57,189 --> 00:16:01,327 but like I told Agent Lewis, I don't know who took me. 399 00:16:02,594 --> 00:16:04,729 Uh, you, uh... 400 00:16:04,730 --> 00:16:07,565 you were in shock the last time that we saw you, 401 00:16:07,566 --> 00:16:09,267 but it was over a year ago, 402 00:16:09,268 --> 00:16:12,103 and we have something called a cognitive interview 403 00:16:12,104 --> 00:16:15,807 that we've found can be really helpful in times like this. 404 00:16:15,808 --> 00:16:18,509 GREEN: A man was arrested in Burney, California. 405 00:16:18,510 --> 00:16:21,045 We believe he kidnapped you and killed a federal agent. 406 00:16:21,046 --> 00:16:24,082 We have evidence linking him to the Sicarius serial killer, 407 00:16:24,083 --> 00:16:25,883 - but he's denied it. - ALVEZ: He was attacked 408 00:16:25,884 --> 00:16:28,453 in prison, uh, suffered some brain trauma. 409 00:16:28,454 --> 00:16:30,723 Now he has amnesia. 410 00:16:34,526 --> 00:16:36,327 Amnesia? 411 00:16:36,328 --> 00:16:37,795 Really? You believe that? 412 00:16:37,796 --> 00:16:39,564 ALVEZ: No, I didn't. 413 00:16:39,565 --> 00:16:42,266 But the doctors do. 414 00:16:42,267 --> 00:16:44,236 His brain imaging confirms it. 415 00:16:45,371 --> 00:16:49,207 (scoffs) Um, what would this cognitive do? 416 00:16:49,208 --> 00:16:51,709 You might remember some details 417 00:16:51,710 --> 00:16:53,945 that could help us prove who he is. 418 00:16:53,946 --> 00:16:56,247 In addition to the cognitive, if this man sees you... 419 00:16:56,248 --> 00:16:58,616 - Sees me? - It might trigger an emotional breakthrough. 420 00:16:58,617 --> 00:17:01,319 (sobbing): He'll remember hurting me? 421 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:04,289 You and others. 422 00:17:05,791 --> 00:17:07,926 (crying) 423 00:17:09,695 --> 00:17:12,563 I can't eat. I can't sleep. I... 424 00:17:12,564 --> 00:17:16,567 The medication made me a zombie, so I stopped taking it. 425 00:17:16,568 --> 00:17:20,471 My family tried to... to help, but I pulled away. 426 00:17:20,472 --> 00:17:23,074 (sobbing) 427 00:17:23,075 --> 00:17:24,842 I can't let them see me like this, 428 00:17:24,843 --> 00:17:27,745 but I can't stop being like this. 429 00:17:27,746 --> 00:17:29,415 It's okay. 430 00:17:30,682 --> 00:17:32,116 (whimpers) 431 00:17:32,117 --> 00:17:33,985 (Ramona sniffles) 432 00:17:33,986 --> 00:17:35,620 RAMONA: I know I drink too much. 433 00:17:35,621 --> 00:17:38,256 I've tried to stop, but... (stammers) 434 00:17:38,257 --> 00:17:40,658 You're grieving who you were 435 00:17:40,659 --> 00:17:43,562 and a life that doesn't exist anymore. 436 00:17:45,030 --> 00:17:47,765 And drinking numbs that a bit, right? 437 00:17:47,766 --> 00:17:50,201 Quiets the voices? 438 00:17:50,202 --> 00:17:54,906 But then the guilt and the shame roll in 439 00:17:54,907 --> 00:17:58,210 and you have the worst thoughts about yourself. 440 00:17:59,044 --> 00:18:01,413 You seem to know what it's like. 441 00:18:02,781 --> 00:18:05,317 Which means you've lost who you were. 442 00:18:06,218 --> 00:18:08,454 I'm sorry for that. 443 00:18:12,324 --> 00:18:13,825 This man... (shudders) 444 00:18:13,826 --> 00:18:17,195 is there anyone who would follow his orders 445 00:18:17,196 --> 00:18:20,465 who might find me or my family? 446 00:18:20,466 --> 00:18:22,900 There's been some recent activity 447 00:18:22,901 --> 00:18:25,403 - on a network that he's tied to. - RAMONA: Then I won't risk it. 448 00:18:25,404 --> 00:18:28,039 - You need to find someone else. - GREEN: He's all locked up. 449 00:18:28,040 --> 00:18:30,308 He can't hurt you or your family. Any threats... 450 00:18:30,309 --> 00:18:32,411 I won't help. 451 00:18:34,713 --> 00:18:36,682 You need to leave. 452 00:18:42,454 --> 00:18:44,690 In case you change your mind. 453 00:18:51,497 --> 00:18:53,098 (door opens) 454 00:18:57,603 --> 00:18:59,103 (sighs) 455 00:18:59,104 --> 00:19:03,174 Anything significant pop up in the personality inventory? 456 00:19:03,175 --> 00:19:04,810 LEWIS: More of the same. 457 00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:07,278 The guy's harmless. 458 00:19:07,279 --> 00:19:08,746 Any changes here? 459 00:19:08,747 --> 00:19:11,350 Nothing new before he passed out. 460 00:19:12,417 --> 00:19:15,486 Look at this bastard, sleeping like a baby. 461 00:19:15,487 --> 00:19:17,255 He's charming the whole fucking staff. 462 00:19:17,256 --> 00:19:19,657 The nurses have no idea what he'd do to them 463 00:19:19,658 --> 00:19:21,125 if given the chance. 464 00:19:21,126 --> 00:19:23,928 Well, that was the agreement to keep him here, right? 465 00:19:23,929 --> 00:19:25,530 Anonymity? 466 00:19:25,531 --> 00:19:28,099 I mean, no one here knows why he's cuffed to that bed... 467 00:19:28,100 --> 00:19:30,535 Why am I cuffed to this bed? 468 00:19:30,536 --> 00:19:32,971 That's what you need to tell us. 469 00:19:34,172 --> 00:19:35,807 (sighs) 470 00:19:36,842 --> 00:19:38,510 I don't remember. 471 00:19:39,344 --> 00:19:40,611 GARCIA: I'm just... 472 00:19:40,612 --> 00:19:43,915 (sighs) I'm really sorry we didn't find the gift. 473 00:19:43,916 --> 00:19:46,184 (sighs) There's always tomorrow. 474 00:19:47,252 --> 00:19:50,388 Um, JJ, look, we don't want to overstep, 475 00:19:50,389 --> 00:19:54,659 but what's going on with you right now is too much. 476 00:19:54,660 --> 00:19:57,128 PRENTISS: I mean, I want to curl 477 00:19:57,129 --> 00:19:59,096 into the fetal position watching all this, 478 00:19:59,097 --> 00:20:01,032 but here you are, you're... 479 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:04,101 you're holding everyone else together. 480 00:20:04,102 --> 00:20:06,204 You've always been the glue. 481 00:20:07,005 --> 00:20:09,308 (chuckling): What's the alternative? 482 00:20:10,075 --> 00:20:12,009 - (Prentiss sighs) - Look, girls, 483 00:20:12,010 --> 00:20:13,945 I love you. (chuckles) 484 00:20:13,946 --> 00:20:16,113 - GARCIA: Aw. - JJ: Aw. 485 00:20:16,114 --> 00:20:18,149 We all need some sleep. 486 00:20:18,150 --> 00:20:19,951 - GARCIA: Yeah. - Tomorrow's a big day. 487 00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:21,185 GARCIA: Uh-huh. 488 00:20:21,186 --> 00:20:23,021 We love you. 489 00:20:29,728 --> 00:20:31,930 (crickets chirping) 490 00:20:31,931 --> 00:20:35,600 ANNOUNCER (over TV): This antioxidant-rich formula 491 00:20:35,601 --> 00:20:38,069 boosts your metabolism while promoting gut health, 492 00:20:38,070 --> 00:20:40,838 keeping your mind and body in tip-top shape. 493 00:20:40,839 --> 00:20:43,774 Call the number on your screen to receive a free bonus trial. 494 00:20:43,775 --> 00:20:46,111 - After that... - (turns off TV) 495 00:20:47,679 --> 00:20:49,247 (sighs) 496 00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:52,316 (sighs) 497 00:20:52,317 --> 00:20:53,517 - Ramona, hey. - (snaps fingers) 498 00:20:53,518 --> 00:20:54,852 (gasps) 499 00:20:54,853 --> 00:20:56,554 - (breathing shakily) - (over TV): ...of $9.95 500 00:20:56,555 --> 00:20:58,623 for an entire year's worth... 501 00:20:58,624 --> 00:21:00,659 (TV continues indistinctly) 502 00:21:06,732 --> 00:21:08,934 ? ? 503 00:21:10,135 --> 00:21:12,136 Hi. 504 00:21:12,137 --> 00:21:13,671 S-Sorry. I should have called. 505 00:21:13,672 --> 00:21:15,740 Looks like you've got someplace to be. 506 00:21:15,741 --> 00:21:18,209 Yeah, we have a funeral to go to. 507 00:21:18,210 --> 00:21:20,244 Our coworker's spouse died suddenly. 508 00:21:20,245 --> 00:21:22,481 I'm sorry to hear that. 509 00:21:23,281 --> 00:21:25,082 It's sort of why I'm here, actually. 510 00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:27,518 I... I don't want to waste another day. 511 00:21:27,519 --> 00:21:31,355 If I let that happen, he wins, and I'm done with that. 512 00:21:31,356 --> 00:21:32,757 I'm glad to hear that. 513 00:21:32,758 --> 00:21:34,793 Come this way. 514 00:21:36,361 --> 00:21:38,497 I can't do it anymore. 515 00:21:39,665 --> 00:21:42,633 I can't heal if I keep protecting him, 516 00:21:42,634 --> 00:21:44,970 protecting his secret. 517 00:21:46,138 --> 00:21:48,606 I don't know his name, but... 518 00:21:48,607 --> 00:21:50,876 I'd recognize his face. 519 00:21:52,244 --> 00:21:53,944 His eyes. 520 00:21:53,945 --> 00:21:55,980 Okay. 521 00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:59,184 What can you tell us about the night he took you? 522 00:22:01,319 --> 00:22:03,554 I showed him a property. 523 00:22:03,555 --> 00:22:05,923 (takes deep breath) 524 00:22:05,924 --> 00:22:09,360 He wanted to see another one, so I offered him a ride. 525 00:22:09,361 --> 00:22:12,730 We drove to an old warehouse district. 526 00:22:12,731 --> 00:22:15,866 It was abandoned, and he injected me with something. 527 00:22:15,867 --> 00:22:18,903 When I woke up, I was tied up. 528 00:22:18,904 --> 00:22:22,206 I don't know how long I was unconscious. 529 00:22:22,207 --> 00:22:24,942 ALVEZ: Violent men like this one 530 00:22:24,943 --> 00:22:28,879 crave power as a means to control their victims. 531 00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:30,481 He wanted to scare you. 532 00:22:30,482 --> 00:22:31,917 Well, it worked. 533 00:22:34,086 --> 00:22:38,122 I don't remember getting from the back seat of my car 534 00:22:38,123 --> 00:22:41,325 to this... uh, windowless space. 535 00:22:41,326 --> 00:22:43,027 It was like a basement or something. 536 00:22:43,028 --> 00:22:45,196 But that's where things got even weirder. 537 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,331 ALVEZ: Weird how? 538 00:22:47,332 --> 00:22:48,966 RAMONA: He wanted a dress rehearsal. 539 00:22:48,967 --> 00:22:51,068 He told me everything. 540 00:22:51,069 --> 00:22:54,105 Apparently, he wanted to confess to his wife. 541 00:22:54,106 --> 00:22:56,140 I know this is really scary for you, 542 00:22:56,141 --> 00:23:01,246 but I need you to understand what I'm capable of. 543 00:23:02,714 --> 00:23:04,482 I have killed 61 people. 544 00:23:04,483 --> 00:23:05,916 (gasps) Oh, God. 545 00:23:05,917 --> 00:23:07,685 (sobbing): Oh, God. 546 00:23:07,686 --> 00:23:10,521 Ramona, so do you want a chance to live? 547 00:23:10,522 --> 00:23:11,655 Yes. 548 00:23:11,656 --> 00:23:13,390 Yes, I do. 549 00:23:13,391 --> 00:23:14,992 I need you 550 00:23:14,993 --> 00:23:16,927 to help me save my marriage. 551 00:23:16,928 --> 00:23:19,230 And then I'll spare your life. 552 00:23:19,231 --> 00:23:21,332 Okay? 553 00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:23,701 (breathes shakily) 554 00:23:23,702 --> 00:23:26,137 LEWIS: He was delusional 555 00:23:26,138 --> 00:23:28,672 enough to believe that his wife would hear 556 00:23:28,673 --> 00:23:31,242 this confession and stay married to him. 557 00:23:31,243 --> 00:23:34,545 He did all of this just days before we found him. 558 00:23:34,546 --> 00:23:37,148 I can't believe he confessed all that to you. 559 00:23:37,149 --> 00:23:38,849 Details that have never been released. 560 00:23:38,850 --> 00:23:40,451 LEWIS: Ramona, you've made an impact. 561 00:23:40,452 --> 00:23:42,086 We have a good chance 562 00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:43,888 of that happening again. 563 00:23:43,889 --> 00:23:46,124 But we don't want to push you. 564 00:23:48,059 --> 00:23:49,960 I'm up for, um, 565 00:23:49,961 --> 00:23:51,262 exposure therapy 566 00:23:51,263 --> 00:23:53,631 or whatever you'd call this. (sniffles) 567 00:23:53,632 --> 00:23:56,268 I need to get this son of a bitch out of my head. 568 00:23:57,669 --> 00:23:59,538 So I can move on. 569 00:24:00,405 --> 00:24:02,541 ? ? 570 00:24:03,508 --> 00:24:04,875 JJ: You okay? 571 00:24:04,876 --> 00:24:06,410 I just need a minute. 572 00:24:06,411 --> 00:24:08,112 Oh! Geez. 573 00:24:08,113 --> 00:24:09,513 Will, come on. 574 00:24:09,514 --> 00:24:10,848 Will, wake up! 575 00:24:10,849 --> 00:24:13,317 CONNIE: And this is how we make our family's 576 00:24:13,318 --> 00:24:14,618 famous frittata. 577 00:24:14,619 --> 00:24:17,355 I'm pretty sure Dad added hash browns. 578 00:24:18,356 --> 00:24:19,623 On the side. 579 00:24:19,624 --> 00:24:21,192 No, hash browns are in it, like the base. 580 00:24:21,193 --> 00:24:23,561 Well, he was probably improvising. 581 00:24:23,562 --> 00:24:24,628 Voil�! 582 00:24:24,629 --> 00:24:25,930 I'm not hungry. 583 00:24:25,931 --> 00:24:28,499 Oh, darling, it's breakfast. 584 00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:30,267 Most important meal of the day. 585 00:24:30,268 --> 00:24:32,336 And it's a big day. 586 00:24:32,337 --> 00:24:34,139 I don't want it. 587 00:24:35,006 --> 00:24:37,074 Okay, it's okay, buddy, go on. 588 00:24:37,075 --> 00:24:38,509 Uh, go get dressed. 589 00:24:38,510 --> 00:24:39,610 Henry, you, too. 590 00:24:39,611 --> 00:24:40,911 We're gonna leave in an hour. 591 00:24:40,912 --> 00:24:43,147 Well, they can't go without food. 592 00:24:43,148 --> 00:24:44,548 I already had a shake. 593 00:24:44,549 --> 00:24:47,052 That's not food! 594 00:24:57,162 --> 00:24:59,797 Okay, um, this is, 595 00:24:59,798 --> 00:25:01,332 by far, 596 00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:03,634 the hardest day of both of our lives. 597 00:25:03,635 --> 00:25:07,973 Can we please try to find a way to support one another? 598 00:25:09,541 --> 00:25:11,343 We can try. 599 00:25:12,143 --> 00:25:14,945 But, honestly, you don't know what I'm going through. 600 00:25:14,946 --> 00:25:17,648 Losing a child... 601 00:25:17,649 --> 00:25:19,717 not the same as losing a spouse. 602 00:25:19,718 --> 00:25:21,485 I should know, hmm? 603 00:25:21,486 --> 00:25:23,220 When Will's dad died, 604 00:25:23,221 --> 00:25:25,422 it was sudden, too. 605 00:25:25,423 --> 00:25:27,157 And it was hard. 606 00:25:27,158 --> 00:25:28,859 But... 607 00:25:28,860 --> 00:25:32,296 it's different because... 608 00:25:32,297 --> 00:25:34,866 this... this... 609 00:25:36,568 --> 00:25:40,204 ...this is not how it's supposed to happen. 610 00:25:40,205 --> 00:25:41,405 It's relentless. 611 00:25:41,406 --> 00:25:44,775 I feel like I'm drowning, okay? 612 00:25:44,776 --> 00:25:47,011 The only way that you would ever understand 613 00:25:47,012 --> 00:25:49,947 how I feel is if Will handed down 614 00:25:49,948 --> 00:25:52,149 whatever illness that was 615 00:25:52,150 --> 00:25:54,118 and your boys died before you. 616 00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:56,421 Whoa, what did you just say? 617 00:25:57,656 --> 00:26:00,424 Only you could find a way to make this all about you. 618 00:26:00,425 --> 00:26:02,493 The boys have lost their father. 619 00:26:02,494 --> 00:26:05,195 They have been robbed of a love they're never gonna have again. 620 00:26:05,196 --> 00:26:08,032 This isn't supposed to happen to them either. 621 00:26:08,033 --> 00:26:11,035 God, Connie, they're still children. 622 00:26:11,036 --> 00:26:12,803 Honestly. 623 00:26:12,804 --> 00:26:15,506 You're-you're the only one that's acting like a child here. 624 00:26:15,507 --> 00:26:17,708 I'm gonna need you to either grow the fuck up 625 00:26:17,709 --> 00:26:19,311 or get the fuck out. 626 00:26:19,778 --> 00:26:20,946 (gasps) 627 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,447 (exhales) 628 00:26:23,448 --> 00:26:25,317 (Garcia clears throat) 629 00:26:26,785 --> 00:26:28,787 (sighs) 630 00:26:29,587 --> 00:26:30,789 (clears throat) 631 00:26:37,429 --> 00:26:40,331 You look nice in a tie, Dave. 632 00:26:40,332 --> 00:26:42,433 We have a funeral to go to later. 633 00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:44,234 Funeral? That's, that's 634 00:26:44,235 --> 00:26:46,036 where you go when someone dies, right? 635 00:26:46,037 --> 00:26:48,739 Is that why you look so sad? 636 00:26:48,740 --> 00:26:50,607 'Cause you have to say goodbye to someone? 637 00:26:50,608 --> 00:26:52,142 That's right. 638 00:26:52,143 --> 00:26:54,578 LEWIS: Before we go, we wanted 639 00:26:54,579 --> 00:26:56,613 to talk, and I'd like 640 00:26:56,614 --> 00:26:58,964 a friend of mine to observe. Would that be okay? 641 00:27:06,591 --> 00:27:08,727 ? ? 642 00:27:12,163 --> 00:27:13,664 You're... 643 00:27:13,665 --> 00:27:16,034 Dr. Lewis's friend? 644 00:27:17,391 --> 00:27:20,070 Your face looks so familiar. 645 00:27:20,071 --> 00:27:22,374 Have we met before? 646 00:27:23,675 --> 00:27:25,175 (chuckles) 647 00:27:25,176 --> 00:27:26,810 I don't know, have we? 648 00:27:26,811 --> 00:27:28,680 I think we have. 649 00:27:32,283 --> 00:27:34,385 Are you nervous? 650 00:27:34,386 --> 00:27:37,054 No. 651 00:27:37,055 --> 00:27:38,355 Scared? 652 00:27:38,356 --> 00:27:40,025 Not at all. 653 00:27:41,192 --> 00:27:44,428 Not at all. 654 00:27:44,429 --> 00:27:46,797 (breathes shakily) 655 00:27:46,798 --> 00:27:49,800 Okay, well, it's just, your heart's racing. 656 00:27:49,801 --> 00:27:51,068 And you're rubbing your hands together. 657 00:27:51,069 --> 00:27:52,503 No one really does that when they 658 00:27:52,504 --> 00:27:54,614 come in here, so you're sure you're okay? 659 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:57,542 I'm just fine. 660 00:27:59,878 --> 00:28:01,412 Wait, I remember where we met. 661 00:28:01,413 --> 00:28:02,813 No, I remember. 662 00:28:02,814 --> 00:28:05,149 (stammers) Not the city, but we, um- the place. 663 00:28:05,150 --> 00:28:07,418 We... we met on 2nd Street. 664 00:28:07,419 --> 00:28:09,686 Right? 2nd Street? 665 00:28:09,687 --> 00:28:12,222 No, no, no, please don't- No, no, no, 666 00:28:12,223 --> 00:28:13,290 please don't go. 667 00:28:13,291 --> 00:28:14,324 Dave. 668 00:28:14,325 --> 00:28:16,160 - Dave! - RAMONA: 2nd Street? 669 00:28:16,161 --> 00:28:17,561 Really? 670 00:28:17,562 --> 00:28:19,463 It's where he grew up, where his trauma started. 671 00:28:19,464 --> 00:28:20,764 This isn't the first time 672 00:28:20,765 --> 00:28:22,499 - he mentioned it. - He's playing all of you. 673 00:28:22,500 --> 00:28:24,501 He knows exactly what he's doing. 674 00:28:24,502 --> 00:28:25,936 I don't think that he does. 675 00:28:25,937 --> 00:28:29,306 But there is one way to find out. 676 00:28:29,307 --> 00:28:30,707 If you're up for it. 677 00:28:30,708 --> 00:28:33,377 You walk back in there. 678 00:28:33,378 --> 00:28:34,778 Alone. 679 00:28:34,779 --> 00:28:36,648 And you play along. 680 00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:45,223 (door opens) 681 00:28:48,293 --> 00:28:50,360 Hey, Auntie P, do you think I can drive? 682 00:28:50,361 --> 00:28:52,529 Uh, not this time, but you can sit in the front 683 00:28:52,530 --> 00:28:54,031 and watch me drive, huh? 684 00:28:54,032 --> 00:28:55,767 Come with us, Sandy. 685 00:28:58,103 --> 00:29:00,070 Uh, hey, are-are you okay? 686 00:29:00,071 --> 00:29:01,839 That was intense. 687 00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:03,507 Well, I never found the gifts. 688 00:29:03,508 --> 00:29:05,175 Um, and Connie's not coming out now. 689 00:29:05,176 --> 00:29:06,977 And she's gonna make us all late. 690 00:29:06,978 --> 00:29:09,313 Okay, uh, I'll get everyone into the cars. 691 00:29:09,314 --> 00:29:11,516 Thank you. 692 00:29:14,385 --> 00:29:16,153 (sighs) 693 00:29:16,154 --> 00:29:17,789 Come here. 694 00:29:21,392 --> 00:29:22,826 Is that your dad's? 695 00:29:22,827 --> 00:29:25,395 Yeah, he tied it for me last week. 696 00:29:25,396 --> 00:29:27,564 He said it's my lucky tie now. 697 00:29:27,565 --> 00:29:29,834 (chuckles softly) 698 00:29:35,540 --> 00:29:37,709 So handsome. 699 00:29:43,381 --> 00:29:45,550 (wheels rolling) 700 00:29:46,518 --> 00:29:48,018 What's going on? 701 00:29:48,019 --> 00:29:49,920 Well, it's clear I'm not wanted. 702 00:29:49,921 --> 00:29:51,421 I'm leaving. 703 00:29:51,422 --> 00:29:52,890 My Uber's outside. 704 00:29:52,891 --> 00:29:54,391 Come on, Connie. 705 00:29:54,392 --> 00:29:56,260 You don't have to drive separately. 706 00:29:56,261 --> 00:29:58,395 You don't understand, Jennifer. 707 00:29:58,396 --> 00:29:59,763 I'm leaving. 708 00:29:59,764 --> 00:30:02,133 I'm not going to the funeral. 709 00:30:12,543 --> 00:30:15,212 REBECCA: You can set the scene 710 00:30:15,213 --> 00:30:16,380 but you can't give details 711 00:30:16,381 --> 00:30:17,915 about Voit's actions. 712 00:30:17,916 --> 00:30:19,917 Especially the violence. 713 00:30:19,918 --> 00:30:21,351 He has a lot of questions. 714 00:30:21,352 --> 00:30:24,254 You're saying I can answer, just minimally. 715 00:30:24,255 --> 00:30:25,722 Almost like you're on a witness stand. 716 00:30:25,723 --> 00:30:27,357 Yes/no answers when possible. 717 00:30:27,358 --> 00:30:29,893 LEWIS: This interaction is gonna be recorded 718 00:30:29,894 --> 00:30:31,562 and ideally it could be used in court. 719 00:30:31,563 --> 00:30:33,096 Which is why we want to make sure 720 00:30:33,097 --> 00:30:35,065 that you aren't leading the defendant. 721 00:30:35,066 --> 00:30:37,968 This is asking a lot. 722 00:30:37,969 --> 00:30:39,804 Are you okay? 723 00:30:41,105 --> 00:30:42,506 Yeah. 724 00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:44,242 I've got this. 725 00:30:46,978 --> 00:30:49,079 I made you angry. I'm sorry. 726 00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:51,748 I seem to do that a lot lately. 727 00:30:51,749 --> 00:30:53,717 I-I just don't remember anything, 728 00:30:53,718 --> 00:30:55,953 so when I meet someone who might remember me, 729 00:30:55,954 --> 00:30:57,921 I just get... 730 00:30:57,922 --> 00:30:59,724 greedy. 731 00:31:01,392 --> 00:31:03,126 Uh, you were right. 732 00:31:03,127 --> 00:31:05,662 We did meet on 2nd Street when you were 733 00:31:05,663 --> 00:31:07,364 in Indio, California. 734 00:31:07,365 --> 00:31:10,133 (chuckles) I went to California? 735 00:31:10,134 --> 00:31:12,369 Okay. Well, uh... 736 00:31:12,370 --> 00:31:14,137 what else? How did we meet? 737 00:31:14,138 --> 00:31:15,405 Uh... 738 00:31:15,406 --> 00:31:16,773 you were looking for a property. 739 00:31:16,774 --> 00:31:18,609 I was a real estate agent. 740 00:31:18,610 --> 00:31:20,445 And then? 741 00:31:21,613 --> 00:31:23,380 And then, um... 742 00:31:23,381 --> 00:31:24,715 you got into the car. 743 00:31:24,716 --> 00:31:27,084 Okay, I got into the car, and what next? 744 00:31:27,085 --> 00:31:28,719 We started to drive. 745 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:31,622 But you didn't want to see that property. 746 00:31:31,623 --> 00:31:33,457 You wanted to go somewhere else. 747 00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:34,625 Why? 748 00:31:34,626 --> 00:31:36,560 (breathes shakily) 749 00:31:36,561 --> 00:31:38,629 (stammering): Look, a lot of this is familiar. 750 00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:40,364 Like-like your face. 751 00:31:40,365 --> 00:31:41,465 I remember your face. 752 00:31:41,466 --> 00:31:44,234 I-I can see you driving. 753 00:31:44,235 --> 00:31:46,236 And your, y-your perfume, 754 00:31:46,237 --> 00:31:48,940 I know that I've smelled it before. 755 00:31:49,974 --> 00:31:51,642 Wait, are... 756 00:31:51,643 --> 00:31:53,076 are we married? 757 00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:54,945 No. 758 00:31:54,946 --> 00:31:56,613 But you love me? 759 00:31:56,614 --> 00:31:58,315 - No. - Okay. 760 00:31:58,316 --> 00:32:00,250 Was I married? 761 00:32:00,251 --> 00:32:02,053 Yes. 762 00:32:03,221 --> 00:32:04,822 Do you know my wife? 763 00:32:05,690 --> 00:32:06,957 Sorry, it's just... 764 00:32:06,958 --> 00:32:09,359 I look at you and I-I see... 765 00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:10,895 I see someone else, too. 766 00:32:15,452 --> 00:32:17,401 Sydney. 767 00:32:17,402 --> 00:32:18,835 No, no, no, my wife. 768 00:32:18,836 --> 00:32:21,004 - My wife's name is Sydney. - (Ramona gasps) 769 00:32:21,005 --> 00:32:22,472 Please, please, please sit down. 770 00:32:22,473 --> 00:32:24,341 D-D-D-Did you know Sydney? Do you know her? 771 00:32:24,342 --> 00:32:25,942 I don't know her, but whoever she is 772 00:32:25,943 --> 00:32:27,611 should be glad you're locked up. 773 00:32:27,612 --> 00:32:29,112 Why-why would you say that? 774 00:32:29,113 --> 00:32:30,314 What...? 775 00:32:30,315 --> 00:32:32,249 What did I do? Ple- 776 00:32:32,250 --> 00:32:34,519 Hey! Tell me, please! 777 00:32:34,866 --> 00:32:39,623 - That took a lot of courage. - Thanks, but I messed up 778 00:32:39,624 --> 00:32:41,391 at the end, didn't I? I shouldn't have said that. 779 00:32:41,392 --> 00:32:44,728 I... I mean, it's obvious he's locked up. 780 00:32:44,729 --> 00:32:46,830 - He's cuffed. - He just doesn't know why. 781 00:32:46,831 --> 00:32:48,699 Thank you for your help, Ramona. 782 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:51,535 Thank you for letting me see 783 00:32:51,536 --> 00:32:53,304 that he's not who he used to be. 784 00:32:56,140 --> 00:32:58,343 I'm not afraid anymore. 785 00:32:59,444 --> 00:33:01,878 I'm gonna get my family back. 786 00:33:01,879 --> 00:33:04,648 If we need you on the stand? 787 00:33:04,649 --> 00:33:06,917 I'll be the voice 788 00:33:06,918 --> 00:33:09,052 for everyone he silenced. 789 00:33:09,053 --> 00:33:10,855 (sighs) 790 00:33:16,327 --> 00:33:17,495 (door closes) 791 00:33:20,698 --> 00:33:23,134 Sydney and I, we have two kids. 792 00:33:28,139 --> 00:33:30,040 Where are they? What happened? 793 00:33:30,041 --> 00:33:31,851 What do you think happened to them? 794 00:33:33,478 --> 00:33:35,113 The worst. 795 00:33:36,247 --> 00:33:37,581 Okay. 796 00:33:37,582 --> 00:33:39,750 And what is that? 797 00:33:39,751 --> 00:33:42,686 (chuckles softly) 798 00:33:42,687 --> 00:33:44,654 (swallows) 799 00:33:44,655 --> 00:33:46,891 They died. 800 00:33:47,992 --> 00:33:49,526 A fire. 801 00:33:49,527 --> 00:33:52,362 (crying): I keep having these terrible nightmares 802 00:33:52,363 --> 00:33:55,199 about this fire, and there's smoke and flames. 803 00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:57,467 And people are screaming to get out, 804 00:33:57,468 --> 00:33:59,704 and I can't help them. 805 00:34:01,038 --> 00:34:02,940 Is that what happened? 806 00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:06,476 No. 807 00:34:06,477 --> 00:34:07,878 Was it a car accident? 808 00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:10,447 Did they die and I survived? 809 00:34:10,448 --> 00:34:12,250 No. 810 00:34:15,286 --> 00:34:17,120 But they're dead? 811 00:34:17,121 --> 00:34:18,623 No. 812 00:34:21,192 --> 00:34:22,292 Then where are they? 813 00:34:22,293 --> 00:34:24,061 Why haven't they come to see me? 814 00:34:25,029 --> 00:34:28,699 Why don't you try to remember everything you can about them? 815 00:34:34,872 --> 00:34:37,941 Sydney has a smile that just melts me. 816 00:34:37,942 --> 00:34:39,910 Holly is our oldest one, 817 00:34:39,911 --> 00:34:41,311 and Harlow is our little one. 818 00:34:41,312 --> 00:34:42,713 She likes basketball. 819 00:34:42,932 --> 00:34:44,948 (crying) 820 00:34:44,949 --> 00:34:46,951 And we, we live in Seattle. 821 00:34:47,852 --> 00:34:49,387 (sniffles) 822 00:34:50,154 --> 00:34:52,623 I have a family. I want to see them. 823 00:34:53,558 --> 00:34:55,159 Elias... 824 00:34:56,561 --> 00:34:58,995 ...that's never gonna happen. 825 00:34:58,996 --> 00:35:02,433 You're never gonna see them again. 826 00:35:04,035 --> 00:35:06,971 I just don't understand why. 827 00:35:09,207 --> 00:35:11,409 (handcuffs rattling) 828 00:35:14,245 --> 00:35:16,614 You're not here to protect me. 829 00:35:18,549 --> 00:35:21,852 You're here to protect other people from me. 830 00:35:21,853 --> 00:35:24,088 (sobbing) 831 00:35:53,951 --> 00:35:55,852 (organ playing) 832 00:35:55,853 --> 00:35:57,587 So it worked. Ramona helped? 833 00:35:57,588 --> 00:36:00,290 She did, and she's getting her family back. 834 00:36:00,291 --> 00:36:01,691 But Voit... 835 00:36:01,692 --> 00:36:04,561 only sees the good and is a shell of himself. 836 00:36:04,562 --> 00:36:06,062 GARCIA: Oh, my. 837 00:36:06,063 --> 00:36:07,764 Incoming drama alert. Connie lost it 838 00:36:07,765 --> 00:36:10,567 at the house, and we were able to talk her down- sort of- 839 00:36:10,568 --> 00:36:12,235 but she refused to drive here with us 840 00:36:12,236 --> 00:36:14,070 and now she's saying she's not gonna come in. 841 00:36:14,071 --> 00:36:15,672 To her son's funeral? 842 00:36:15,673 --> 00:36:16,873 GARCIA: Yeah. 843 00:36:16,874 --> 00:36:18,074 Where is she? 844 00:36:18,075 --> 00:36:19,777 Outside. 845 00:36:25,449 --> 00:36:29,252 - Please, just let me be. - No, I can't. 846 00:36:29,253 --> 00:36:30,387 Come on. 847 00:36:30,388 --> 00:36:33,291 You mind if I, uh, join you, ladies? 848 00:36:34,091 --> 00:36:38,228 I was just telling Connie that she's gonna regret this. 849 00:36:38,229 --> 00:36:40,797 The boys need her. 850 00:36:40,798 --> 00:36:43,568 - Jennifer needs you. - (scoffs) 851 00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:47,004 The three of us. 852 00:36:47,005 --> 00:36:50,073 We're the wisest of the bunch, wouldn't you say? 853 00:36:50,074 --> 00:36:51,074 (chuckling): Yeah. 854 00:36:51,075 --> 00:36:53,143 That's a nice way to put it. 855 00:36:53,144 --> 00:36:57,380 They always said, "With age comes wisdom," 856 00:36:57,381 --> 00:37:02,453 but they left out the part about all the loss. 857 00:37:03,287 --> 00:37:06,222 I-I can't imagine the pain of losing Will... 858 00:37:06,223 --> 00:37:08,926 Or Roz. 859 00:37:11,629 --> 00:37:13,431 I lost a child. 860 00:37:14,632 --> 00:37:18,134 One my wife and I prayed for but never got to know. 861 00:37:18,135 --> 00:37:21,071 He never had a chance 862 00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:24,742 to scrape a knee or mend a broken heart. 863 00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:27,345 We grieved in our own way, but... 864 00:37:28,179 --> 00:37:31,481 ...we couldn't comfort each other. 865 00:37:31,482 --> 00:37:32,882 Our-our shared loss- 866 00:37:32,883 --> 00:37:37,621 the one thing no one else could experience but us- 867 00:37:37,622 --> 00:37:39,557 drove us apart. 868 00:37:40,758 --> 00:37:43,293 We lost hope 869 00:37:43,294 --> 00:37:47,231 and then experienced another death. 870 00:37:48,399 --> 00:37:52,403 Our child and then our marriage. 871 00:37:54,805 --> 00:37:57,507 I regret that every single day. 872 00:37:57,508 --> 00:38:00,444 I'm sorry for your loss. 873 00:38:02,413 --> 00:38:04,948 But it's not the same. 874 00:38:04,949 --> 00:38:06,249 No, that's true. 875 00:38:06,250 --> 00:38:09,185 But how we grieve... 876 00:38:09,186 --> 00:38:12,989 is-is-is not always up to us. 877 00:38:12,990 --> 00:38:14,424 And our actions 878 00:38:14,425 --> 00:38:16,327 at times like this... 879 00:38:17,728 --> 00:38:20,097 ...it's not always who we are. 880 00:38:20,831 --> 00:38:24,135 But walking into that church... 881 00:38:25,269 --> 00:38:26,871 ...well... 882 00:38:30,107 --> 00:38:31,675 ...that's a choice. 883 00:38:31,676 --> 00:38:33,778 You're right. 884 00:38:35,613 --> 00:38:38,349 I can decide to go inside. 885 00:38:39,316 --> 00:38:42,953 I can do a lot of things Will can't. 886 00:38:44,622 --> 00:38:47,157 I can watch his boys grow up. 887 00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:48,993 But he can't. 888 00:38:51,629 --> 00:38:54,497 It's not fair, but God has a plan... 889 00:38:54,498 --> 00:38:58,768 Oh, stop telling me God has a plan, Sandy. 890 00:38:58,769 --> 00:39:00,770 How can there be some greater good 891 00:39:00,771 --> 00:39:03,606 to taking a man away from his children? 892 00:39:03,607 --> 00:39:06,010 From his wife? From me? 893 00:39:06,777 --> 00:39:10,081 (sighs) Will should be burying me. 894 00:39:11,248 --> 00:39:13,583 What have I done to deserve this? 895 00:39:13,584 --> 00:39:16,087 Outliving my son? 896 00:39:17,321 --> 00:39:21,325 How can any god be that cruel? 897 00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:23,994 I... 898 00:39:26,330 --> 00:39:28,766 I don't know how to do this. 899 00:39:34,638 --> 00:39:37,107 Those flowers are stunning. 900 00:39:37,108 --> 00:39:38,308 (sighs) 901 00:39:38,309 --> 00:39:40,911 Those are from Hotch. 902 00:39:41,912 --> 00:39:44,748 And the ones in the middle are from Derek. 903 00:39:44,749 --> 00:39:48,752 And those ones are from Spencer. 904 00:39:48,753 --> 00:39:51,154 Oh. Did you talk to him? 905 00:39:51,155 --> 00:39:53,823 Oh, I wish. I got a text. 906 00:39:53,824 --> 00:39:56,726 (sighs) Still, I'm, 907 00:39:56,727 --> 00:40:00,396 I'm happy he reached out. It's good. 908 00:40:00,397 --> 00:40:02,666 (door opens) 909 00:40:02,819 --> 00:40:04,901 Told you he'd come. 910 00:40:04,902 --> 00:40:06,570 - Who? - (door closes) 911 00:40:09,907 --> 00:40:11,542 JJ: Spence? 912 00:40:17,047 --> 00:40:18,549 You came. 913 00:40:19,416 --> 00:40:21,318 MICHAEL: Hi. 914 00:40:22,553 --> 00:40:25,222 HENRY: Hey, Spence. 915 00:40:29,927 --> 00:40:32,163 (organ playing "Amazing Grace") 916 00:41:00,057 --> 00:41:02,826 One time Will and I were in a, 917 00:41:02,827 --> 00:41:06,196 a bit of a serious situation. 918 00:41:06,197 --> 00:41:09,332 Okay, it wasn't just that once, but... 919 00:41:09,333 --> 00:41:12,603 he said, "If we get out of this..." 920 00:41:13,437 --> 00:41:16,773 "...the first thing I'm gonna do is marry JJ." 921 00:41:16,774 --> 00:41:18,442 And he did. 922 00:41:19,276 --> 00:41:22,212 I've always heard "True love 923 00:41:22,213 --> 00:41:26,116 holds on to those it has held." 924 00:41:27,418 --> 00:41:29,586 And I'd like to believe that's true. 925 00:41:29,587 --> 00:41:32,889 JJ, you and Will 926 00:41:32,890 --> 00:41:37,126 have a kind of love that comes around once, 927 00:41:37,127 --> 00:41:38,929 if you're lucky. 928 00:41:40,130 --> 00:41:43,499 And, my God, were you two lucky. 929 00:41:43,500 --> 00:41:45,068 (Garcia sighs) 930 00:41:45,069 --> 00:41:49,505 GARCIA: So then, when I moved in to the place I have now, 931 00:41:49,506 --> 00:41:54,811 Will called me and asked me if he could help me move. 932 00:41:54,812 --> 00:41:56,045 (quiet laughter) 933 00:41:56,046 --> 00:41:58,348 And-and with that Will seriousness, 934 00:41:58,349 --> 00:42:00,383 like, he got the boxes, he got the tape, 935 00:42:00,384 --> 00:42:03,920 he got, he got so much Bubble Wrap. 936 00:42:03,921 --> 00:42:07,390 We bubble-wrapped things I would never... 937 00:42:07,391 --> 00:42:11,694 And he was so cherishing of all of my, you know, 938 00:42:11,695 --> 00:42:15,032 admittedly, sometimes ridiculous home decor. 939 00:42:15,866 --> 00:42:17,066 And it made me 940 00:42:17,067 --> 00:42:19,336 feel so cherished. 941 00:42:21,138 --> 00:42:22,705 Which is why I would know 942 00:42:22,706 --> 00:42:24,974 it would just destroy him 943 00:42:24,975 --> 00:42:29,179 if he saw us all holding our broken hearts right now. 944 00:42:31,282 --> 00:42:33,417 ? ? 945 00:42:52,369 --> 00:42:54,671 (sniffles) 946 00:42:54,672 --> 00:42:57,708 My mornings would always start with one of these. 947 00:42:59,743 --> 00:43:04,248 "I'll find you in every lifetime and love you even more." 948 00:43:05,049 --> 00:43:08,651 Or... (chuckles) "Don't get shot today. 949 00:43:08,652 --> 00:43:10,987 We have a hot date tonight." 950 00:43:10,988 --> 00:43:15,725 He would leave these for me all over the place. 951 00:43:15,726 --> 00:43:17,093 Bathroom mirror. 952 00:43:17,094 --> 00:43:20,297 Coffee pot. Fridge. Windshield. 953 00:43:22,733 --> 00:43:27,304 I didn't tell Will that I kept them all, but... 954 00:43:29,673 --> 00:43:31,607 I think he knew. 955 00:43:31,608 --> 00:43:33,477 He was a romantic. 956 00:43:35,245 --> 00:43:37,347 - (sniffles) - Every morning, 957 00:43:37,348 --> 00:43:38,916 no matter what... 958 00:43:39,717 --> 00:43:42,720 ...he would write me one of these little notes. 959 00:43:49,059 --> 00:43:50,894 Except that morning. 960 00:43:52,596 --> 00:43:54,498 He wasn't himself. 961 00:43:58,769 --> 00:44:01,572 (sniffles) I should've known. 962 00:44:02,473 --> 00:44:06,443 'Cause he didn't... write a note. 963 00:44:11,548 --> 00:44:13,150 This isn't the deal we made. 964 00:44:13,951 --> 00:44:16,019 Our boys aren't supposed to grow up 965 00:44:16,020 --> 00:44:17,453 without a dad. 966 00:44:17,454 --> 00:44:19,690 We were in this together. 967 00:44:19,757 --> 00:44:25,862 That morning, you didn't get Michael and Henry off to school. 968 00:44:25,863 --> 00:44:28,165 They didn't even get to see you. 969 00:44:29,500 --> 00:44:30,867 That morning... 970 00:44:30,868 --> 00:44:32,336 (scoffs) 971 00:44:33,771 --> 00:44:36,272 ...would be the last time I heard your voice, 972 00:44:36,273 --> 00:44:39,108 and it wasn't "Goodbye" 973 00:44:39,109 --> 00:44:41,078 or "I love you." 974 00:44:43,981 --> 00:44:46,850 (voice breaking): But you needed help. 975 00:44:48,252 --> 00:44:50,554 And I couldn't save you. 976 00:44:51,422 --> 00:44:54,358 I let you down and I'm so sorry. 977 00:44:55,993 --> 00:44:57,828 (crying) 978 00:45:00,497 --> 00:45:01,731 I am s- 979 00:45:01,732 --> 00:45:06,236 I'm so sorry for that, boys. 980 00:45:08,105 --> 00:45:09,472 I'm sorry. 981 00:45:09,473 --> 00:45:11,608 I don't- um... 982 00:45:14,378 --> 00:45:15,912 I'm... 983 00:45:15,913 --> 00:45:17,748 I'm lost. 984 00:45:29,126 --> 00:45:32,196 I don't know how to do this. 985 00:45:35,802 --> 00:45:38,468 I appreciate all your support. 986 00:45:38,469 --> 00:45:39,735 So sorry for your loss. 987 00:45:39,736 --> 00:45:42,071 - Thank you for coming. - Of course. 988 00:45:42,072 --> 00:45:44,274 (sighs) 989 00:45:45,709 --> 00:45:47,810 Still can't believe you made it. 990 00:45:47,811 --> 00:45:50,414 I'm always here for you guys. 991 00:45:59,656 --> 00:46:01,792 ? ? 992 00:46:25,749 --> 00:46:27,951 ? ? 993 00:46:30,087 --> 00:46:32,422 ("If I Should Fall Behind" playing) 994 00:46:36,827 --> 00:46:41,364 ? We said that we'd walk together ? 995 00:46:41,365 --> 00:46:44,768 ? Baby, come what may ? 996 00:46:46,436 --> 00:46:49,705 ? That come the twilight ? 997 00:46:49,706 --> 00:46:53,777 ? Should we lose our way ? 998 00:46:55,078 --> 00:46:58,247 ? If as we're walking ? 999 00:46:58,248 --> 00:47:02,319 ? A hand should slip free ? 1000 00:47:03,921 --> 00:47:06,022 ? Oh, I'll wait for you ? 1001 00:47:06,023 --> 00:47:10,894 ? Should I fall behind, wait for me ? 1002 00:47:12,596 --> 00:47:16,532 ? We swore we'd travel ? 1003 00:47:16,533 --> 00:47:19,970 ? Darling, side by side ? 1004 00:47:21,171 --> 00:47:25,474 ? We'd help each other ? 1005 00:47:25,475 --> 00:47:28,278 ? Stay in stride ? 1006 00:47:30,047 --> 00:47:32,715 ? But each lover's steps ? 1007 00:47:32,716 --> 00:47:36,720 ? Fall so differently ? 1008 00:47:38,655 --> 00:47:40,923 ? But I'll wait for you ? 1009 00:47:40,924 --> 00:47:45,562 ? If I should fall behind, wait for me ? 1010 00:47:47,264 --> 00:47:51,033 ? Now everyone dreams of ? 1011 00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:55,204 ? A love lasting and true ? 1012 00:47:55,205 --> 00:48:00,344 ? Oh, but you and I know what this world can do ? 1013 00:48:02,212 --> 00:48:05,349 ? So let's make our steps clear ? 1014 00:48:06,917 --> 00:48:10,153 ? That the other may see ? 1015 00:48:11,488 --> 00:48:13,789 ? And I'll wait for you ? 1016 00:48:13,790 --> 00:48:18,227 ? If I should fall behind, wait for me ? 1017 00:48:18,228 --> 00:48:20,864 ? ? 1018 00:48:25,902 --> 00:48:30,640 ? Now there's a beautiful river ? 1019 00:48:30,641 --> 00:48:34,411 ? In the valley ahead ? 1020 00:48:35,646 --> 00:48:38,814 ? There 'neath the oak's bough ? 1021 00:48:38,815 --> 00:48:42,919 ? Soon we will be wed ? 1022 00:48:43,820 --> 00:48:47,590 ? And should we lose each other ? 1023 00:48:47,591 --> 00:48:51,561 ? In the shadow of the evening trees ? 1024 00:48:53,363 --> 00:48:55,665 ? Oh, I'll wait for you ? 1025 00:48:55,666 --> 00:48:59,536 ? And should I fall behind, wait for me ? 1026 00:49:02,005 --> 00:49:04,340 ? Darling, I'll wait for you ? 1027 00:49:04,341 --> 00:49:08,812 ? Should I fall behind, wait for me ? 1028 00:49:10,747 --> 00:49:13,549 ? Yes, I'll wait for you ? 1029 00:49:13,550 --> 00:49:16,853 ? Should I fall behind ? 1030 00:49:17,754 --> 00:49:20,657 ? Wait for me. ? 1031 00:49:25,729 --> 00:49:28,631 When I saw them, I couldn't find the words, 1032 00:49:28,632 --> 00:49:31,634 but you... you were great. 1033 00:49:31,635 --> 00:49:33,069 Mm. Thanks. 1034 00:49:33,070 --> 00:49:36,272 I mean, there's no right thing to say, yeah? 1035 00:49:36,273 --> 00:49:37,940 Whole thing just hurts my heart. 1036 00:49:37,941 --> 00:49:40,676 And then these two beautiful beasts, 1037 00:49:40,677 --> 00:49:44,246 they keep growing like weeds, and now... 1038 00:49:44,247 --> 00:49:46,583 without their dad... 1039 00:49:48,385 --> 00:49:53,089 You know, you both could help JJ with the rough-and-tumble stuff. 1040 00:49:53,090 --> 00:49:54,958 I'd be honored. 1041 00:49:57,027 --> 00:49:59,295 I'm gonna go ahead and join them now. 1042 00:49:59,296 --> 00:50:00,529 You want to referee? 1043 00:50:00,530 --> 00:50:02,099 (chuckles) No. 1044 00:50:06,370 --> 00:50:07,803 But how? 1045 00:50:07,804 --> 00:50:10,906 Oh, um, Spence's supervisor 1046 00:50:10,907 --> 00:50:12,975 worked with you at the State Department. 1047 00:50:12,976 --> 00:50:15,478 - So he gave him the morning off. - Oh. 1048 00:50:15,479 --> 00:50:18,647 Do you need anything? Water, or...? 1049 00:50:18,648 --> 00:50:20,916 Got any of those cheese puffs? 1050 00:50:20,917 --> 00:50:23,085 Oh, I don't. I'm sorry. 1051 00:50:23,086 --> 00:50:25,488 Oh, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 1052 00:50:25,489 --> 00:50:27,323 No, I-I can't numb myself. 1053 00:50:27,324 --> 00:50:30,626 I mean... you can. 1054 00:50:30,627 --> 00:50:32,095 No. 1055 00:50:32,929 --> 00:50:34,598 I need to feel all of it. 1056 00:50:36,266 --> 00:50:37,467 Okay. 1057 00:50:38,802 --> 00:50:42,371 Hey. That was such a beautiful service. 1058 00:50:42,372 --> 00:50:44,173 - It really was. - Yeah. 1059 00:50:44,174 --> 00:50:46,442 - How are you doing? - Mm. 1060 00:50:46,443 --> 00:50:48,344 Getting any sleep? 1061 00:50:48,345 --> 00:50:52,615 Well, um, every time I close my eyes, 1062 00:50:52,616 --> 00:50:53,883 Will's right there. 1063 00:50:53,884 --> 00:50:58,354 So, it's either keep my eyes open 1064 00:50:58,355 --> 00:51:01,223 to avoid the reality that he's not right there, 1065 00:51:01,224 --> 00:51:04,994 or... stay asleep 1066 00:51:04,995 --> 00:51:07,062 and get lost in the dream that he is. 1067 00:51:07,063 --> 00:51:10,533 (exhales) Well, maybe you do both. 1068 00:51:10,534 --> 00:51:13,002 Look, this-this grief is gonna come in waves, 1069 00:51:13,003 --> 00:51:14,905 whether you're ready for it or not. 1070 00:51:15,739 --> 00:51:20,043 So, y-your only job is just to ride it out. 1071 00:51:21,378 --> 00:51:23,679 Oh. God, I know that look. 1072 00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:25,682 Rebecca needs rescuing. 1073 00:51:28,051 --> 00:51:31,154 It's the little things, right? 1074 00:51:32,656 --> 00:51:36,358 Knowing someone like that. Being known like that. 1075 00:51:36,359 --> 00:51:37,726 Oh, I-I'm so sorry. 1076 00:51:37,727 --> 00:51:38,961 I shouldn't have said it like that. 1077 00:51:38,962 --> 00:51:42,032 Oh, no, I'm glad you did. 1078 00:51:43,133 --> 00:51:45,035 Waves, right? 1079 00:51:46,303 --> 00:51:47,871 Waves. 1080 00:51:54,478 --> 00:51:56,146 (sighs) 1081 00:52:01,618 --> 00:52:03,719 ROSSI: Hey. 1082 00:52:03,720 --> 00:52:05,555 Hey. 1083 00:52:07,157 --> 00:52:09,725 You, uh, really got me up there. 1084 00:52:09,726 --> 00:52:11,060 Krystall and I, 1085 00:52:11,061 --> 00:52:14,597 we had countless goodbyes and I love yous... 1086 00:52:14,598 --> 00:52:18,200 but, uh, the morning she died, 1087 00:52:18,201 --> 00:52:21,605 I couldn't remember if I said it. 1088 00:52:22,873 --> 00:52:25,674 But she knew... right? 1089 00:52:25,675 --> 00:52:27,810 Oh, yeah, she knew. 1090 00:52:27,811 --> 00:52:29,479 But Will knew. 1091 00:52:30,747 --> 00:52:33,949 Because the thing is, nobody knows until it happens. 1092 00:52:33,950 --> 00:52:37,286 I mean, death is the end, yes, 1093 00:52:37,287 --> 00:52:40,623 but it's also the beginning of a different relationship. 1094 00:52:40,624 --> 00:52:43,894 You will still speak to Will. 1095 00:52:44,961 --> 00:52:46,596 You'll wonder... 1096 00:52:47,631 --> 00:52:49,398 ...what he thinks about something, 1097 00:52:49,399 --> 00:52:52,601 or what he would say to the kids 1098 00:52:52,602 --> 00:52:54,704 when they need him. 1099 00:52:55,505 --> 00:52:57,841 He was your other half. 1100 00:52:59,009 --> 00:53:01,243 And he lives in your heart. 1101 00:53:01,244 --> 00:53:03,880 And nothing changes that. 1102 00:53:06,516 --> 00:53:08,785 Oh, and a little advice? 1103 00:53:09,719 --> 00:53:11,353 Please. 1104 00:53:11,354 --> 00:53:15,491 Do more of what you did at the church. 1105 00:53:15,492 --> 00:53:19,428 You say what you feel, whenever you feel it. 1106 00:53:19,429 --> 00:53:24,767 Because it shows the boys that it's okay to let it out. 1107 00:53:24,768 --> 00:53:26,503 Okay. 1108 00:53:28,071 --> 00:53:29,538 I love you, Dave. 1109 00:53:29,539 --> 00:53:31,341 (Rossi sobs) 1110 00:53:32,842 --> 00:53:34,578 I love you more, kid. 1111 00:53:35,912 --> 00:53:38,114 (crickets chirping) 1112 00:53:39,783 --> 00:53:42,985 WILL: You're a hero, Jennifer Jareau. 1113 00:53:42,986 --> 00:53:45,921 You're my hero, and your boys'. 1114 00:53:45,922 --> 00:53:47,991 Don't you ever forget that. 1115 00:53:52,862 --> 00:53:55,298 Always one more dirty dish. 1116 00:53:56,399 --> 00:53:58,101 (sets cup down) 1117 00:54:00,036 --> 00:54:01,837 (dishes rattling) 1118 00:54:01,838 --> 00:54:05,541 All these years, I never thanked you. 1119 00:54:05,542 --> 00:54:08,410 For loving my son. 1120 00:54:08,411 --> 00:54:09,912 My grandsons. 1121 00:54:09,913 --> 00:54:11,615 Me. 1122 00:54:12,882 --> 00:54:15,217 I'm sorry I didn't tell you. 1123 00:54:15,218 --> 00:54:17,019 Oh, he didn't want me to know. 1124 00:54:17,020 --> 00:54:18,554 No, he didn't want you to worry. 1125 00:54:18,555 --> 00:54:20,991 Yeah. Always the protector. 1126 00:54:22,892 --> 00:54:25,595 I'd like to visit more. 1127 00:54:26,363 --> 00:54:29,632 I don't want to miss seeing my grandsons grow up. 1128 00:54:29,633 --> 00:54:31,900 Would it... (inhales) 1129 00:54:31,901 --> 00:54:34,371 W-Would it be okay? 1130 00:54:39,009 --> 00:54:41,044 That'd be great. 1131 00:54:44,080 --> 00:54:45,949 Mm. 1132 00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:54,056 Get some sleep. 1133 00:54:54,057 --> 00:54:56,559 I'll see you in the morning. 1134 00:55:02,932 --> 00:55:04,868 Love you. 1135 00:55:09,939 --> 00:55:11,374 Love you. 1136 00:55:17,981 --> 00:55:19,716 (chuckles softly) 1137 00:55:23,105 --> 00:55:25,120 (sighs) 1138 00:55:25,121 --> 00:55:27,457 (knocking at door) 1139 00:55:28,792 --> 00:55:30,426 You still up? 1140 00:55:30,427 --> 00:55:33,763 It's the gift Dad made for Michael. 1141 00:55:35,031 --> 00:55:36,999 I found it on the bookshelf. 1142 00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,635 The one with the cutout. 1143 00:55:39,502 --> 00:55:42,071 I looked there, I looked everywhere. 1144 00:55:42,072 --> 00:55:44,206 I took it a few days ago. 1145 00:55:44,207 --> 00:55:46,576 Sorry I didn't tell you. 1146 00:55:54,417 --> 00:55:55,651 (JJ chuckles) 1147 00:55:55,652 --> 00:55:57,953 "The LaMontagne's How-to Guide." 1148 00:55:57,954 --> 00:56:02,891 How to fish, how to shave, how to make coffee. 1149 00:56:02,892 --> 00:56:05,328 And the frittata. See? 1150 00:56:06,029 --> 00:56:08,430 I was right about the hash browns. 1151 00:56:08,431 --> 00:56:10,100 (chuckles) 1152 00:56:12,068 --> 00:56:13,469 (sniffles) 1153 00:56:13,470 --> 00:56:16,306 It's almost like Dad knew he wouldn't be here. 1154 00:56:18,041 --> 00:56:19,942 Did he know he was gonna die? 1155 00:56:19,943 --> 00:56:23,378 No... No, he didn't. 1156 00:56:23,379 --> 00:56:24,780 (chuckles softly) 1157 00:56:24,781 --> 00:56:28,218 But he also didn't want to risk missing anything. 1158 00:56:28,985 --> 00:56:33,623 Taking care of you boys was his life. 1159 00:56:36,426 --> 00:56:39,996 Being gone was his worst fear. 1160 00:56:41,164 --> 00:56:44,867 (chuckles) Looks like this was his way 1161 00:56:44,868 --> 00:56:47,003 to always be around. 1162 00:56:50,707 --> 00:56:52,374 I-m- I'm sure... 1163 00:56:52,375 --> 00:56:55,744 I'm sure Michael will share it with you. 1164 00:56:55,745 --> 00:56:58,480 - No, that's for him. - (sniffles) 1165 00:56:58,481 --> 00:57:02,452 Besides, Dad already taught me most of those things. 1166 00:57:03,419 --> 00:57:06,055 Maybe I can help Michael if he needs it. 1167 00:57:09,459 --> 00:57:10,859 (sniffles) 1168 00:57:10,860 --> 00:57:13,463 I miss him so much, Mom. 1169 00:57:16,232 --> 00:57:18,001 I know you do. 1170 00:57:20,003 --> 00:57:21,670 So do I. 1171 00:57:21,671 --> 00:57:24,340 (both sobbing) 1172 00:57:29,412 --> 00:57:32,582 ? ? 1173 00:57:32,632 --> 00:57:37,182 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0